As I came away from this Journey to the Heart, I was a little worried. I didn’t feel a whole lot different than when I had gone. Had I just wasted a week and a half of my life? Was I really too far gone to be responsive to the Lord? Sure, I had asked for anointing, but was that because everyone else was doing it? But now, two days after coming home, I do indeed see what God has done in me.
First, God healed my thought life. I hadn’t noticed the change, because I simply wasn’t thinking the thoughts I had been struggling with. They had disappeared so completely that I forgot that they even existed in the first place.
Second, a desire to meditate and study came over me, and a sense of the futility of the pleasures of this world. The company I work for hosts a picnic with all sorts of games every July. But this year, as I wandered around, I felt the emptiness of it all. I felt extremely bored and wished I had brought my Bible so I could study it.
Third, I am really excited about the work of God and His people. I want to get involved in an even deeper way than before. I want to have good Christian fellowship every day. I enjoy discussing God’s Word and His Work with fellow believers.
I wish that all of my friends would go on a Journey. I am eager to go again and see how much deeper I can dive into God’s Word. But in the mean while, I will keep meditating. This Journey was a springboard for me, and I intend to keep growing.
~ Allen
July 2008 Guys’ Journey


