Nicole closely guarded her secret for a whole year! Three times a day she would eat a meal, and three times a day she would purge it from her stomach. At first she felt guilty, but soon it became a normal part of her day.
When Nicole heard about the Journey to the Heart, she wanted to go. However, she purposed that she would not get rid of her eating disorder, nor would she forgive the trusted family friend who had deeply offended her a year earlier and triggered her food addiction.
During the Journey orientation, she learned how to have a whole new response to the one who had offended her. This included asking God to bless that person with the qualities that he was obviously missing, such as repentance, truthfulness, self-control, genuine love, etc.
While on the July 2009 Girls’ Journey, Nicole was impacted as she learned about a fearful heart. She learned that the power of sin is in its secrecy, and she had to call home and confess to her parents what she was doing and why she was doing it.
She was fearful because she did not think that her parents would understand. However, the very next day the one who had offended her called up and confessed what he had done—a year earlier. This was an amazing evidence of God’s response to the verbal blessing of Nicole.
Since the Journey, Nicole has not only experienced great freedom in being open with her parents, but she no longer has the urge to continue her eating disorder.
A doctor interviewed Nicole and exclaimed, “To the medical world, it would be a miracle to instantly stop the kind of eating disorder that Nicole had.”





September 4th, 2009 at 8:14 am
thank you so much for sharing! how amazing is our God!
September 4th, 2009 at 8:17 pm
Wow, God is so amazing and powerfully real!
September 5th, 2009 at 1:53 pm
Dearest Friend, your testimony has been a great blessing! May God continue using you in a mighty and powerful way as he is now! God has done an amazing work in you, and all the glory be to Him!
September 7th, 2009 at 7:29 am
WOW!
Awesome testimony! I’m so happy to see that God has delivered my baby cousin from this bondage!!
God is truly living in you – everytime I see you i see it more and more!!
Love you Nikki!!!